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I am struck by the idea of deviency.

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If a group of people also connected to other members of a movement you create a local norm. In spite If you behave in a way that distances you from everybody, possibly yourself, you are mad or so brilliant that you are a little unusual. I am thinking of a physic's professor more at home with numbers and a computer. He would mutter a little. I cannot imagine what his thinking was like but he worked on the orgiinal sustainednuclear chain reaction and protested strongly the work to be done by the people at Los Alamos. I did not bother him to say  "Huh hy, your that fission guy" and the impatient  ones who could not be bothered unless you operated at their level. You also found bright ( emotionally bright ) kind, men for the most part.

They are deviants because there lives might sound strange and do not connect with the average people, do so viciously, or possess astonishing patience in spite of being Nobel Laureates. By statistical standards most of the people at the school were at least two standard deviations from the norm. Being normal was  frightening and appalling. It was disturbing because there are so many injuries that leave you alive but mentally disabled or emotionally troubled.

There was a French writer Pierre Bourdieu who wrote Distinction with the thought that whatever you do there highs and lows within the subculture. If we are found devient by the broadest definition of society That works for defining yourself a devient. What comes the most strongly to mind is sexuality in so many forms. That is when you are shunned, disowned, verbally abused. I remember a case where a lesbian couples cat died and there was a fine powder on the floor. There was no chemical analysis done but the two women were convinced someone had poisoned their cat. I have to admit to a twinge in my heart over the thought of a pet being killed. In any event friction built between the couple and  management over how to handle the situation and ultimately the couple left on the basis of observation in stead of deduction. I am making no statement other than the scientific method was not employed and appearances were far more important than substance.

I will make this a running commentary in my journal.



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Regarding Secular Humanism, Beauty, Depravity

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fubar, I  thought this was lost.

I find great value in Secular Humanism but I do not agree on all counts. What are the ethics, consequentialist. So it is good to them but to me, no. Is it wrong, I hold that ethics can be anything and still be secular and humanist. But they are a group who by right can be that by reason and secularism.

It is with an air of respect that I will admit that I am quite older than most if not all of you but not quite old enough to be all of your parents. What does this mean? To some historically nothing and then again a great deal. Lolita is a good example. If I am conversing with a child (Which begs the question what is a child and an adult?) I will not do so in an air of air of sensitivity and caution.

It is not diseased to be attracted to the young and beautiful nor despise the old and say they are not beautiful. It is fun to remember when I was young, do not squander it. Having a twenty something body is great. Less sags and to those others who are middle aged I agree that proper exercise will keep you looking young. However to be in my twenties again is not necessary but would be nice.

I am happy to have my children, who do not carry Еврей B документы. Prepositional case does not apply. I am divorced for those of you who find such distinctions useful, there it is. Because I have children, I tred with great care. they are nowhere near as old as a great many of you. I am attracted to adults young or old, it does not matter. This is a site to promote young artists and as such I will promote young artists and perhaps contribute something myself. What is obscenity seems useful now, is it not appealing to solely sexual interests, read Ulysses by Joyce and evaluate the final verdict.

For a certain person not all ideas are valid. Empiricism and logic are available as a guide. Invalid thoughts get rights curtailed, journalists in mental hospitals and crash planes. Am I privileged in my actions or thoughts, absolutely not! Age has advantages but being right is not one of them.

If I say something is beautiful I am not also implying sexy. The inverse is true to me and my judgement of beauty.

So to someone, "Ich nicht spiel ein spiel." I hope that is right, I have been told learning languages is mentally helpful so German is in front of me since yesterday. Fpr those who read my quote in my statements. Do not believe anything until you either find it beyond you expertise and without verifying it yourself.

So if I am disturbing and depraved give me your opinion. If you believe the opposite is true, good. So goes my Apologia.



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I think things are getting better....

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So, what sort of limitation is placed on sexual imagery? The story needs realistic, precise images for proper contextualization of main characters. It is not smut  and younger audiences have to be blocked.

Any thoughts?
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I seem to be having

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I think my mental integrity is sliding. I know i have a neurological problem.I am fairly certain that if the problems were really bad I would avoid causing others problems and leave. It is  a little amusing, I am having problems with my brain and I am no more creative. On a positive note I believe it was Ginsberg who said that when your BEAT you can try anything, creatively speaking. Social experimentation, drugs; absolutely not although I believe those things were included in what he had to say also sexual experimentation. It might be better to quote him but this is so informal that I think memories and so on are valid.

I hope I haven't done enough to be filtered out. Weight gain has become tricky for me. The process of aggressive gaining is, for me, lousy. Consuming four to six  thousand calories a day is just not what my body tolerates well. My interest in wg has fallen but interests fluctuate. I have read many good stories here and I know I will continue to enjoy them.

Once again I do not think I am trying to get attention or pity. Just some thoughts that may resonate with someone out there. I don't want anyone to think of this as a network for support. I can go plenty of places WHERE I can do that.

Can anybody take a swag at the median age is here?

I have ideas about a story but it involves divorce, detailed sex scenes, a little graphic violence and having a relationship with someone in grad school and they have a great discrepancy in age. The woman could never gain and had been sexually abused ( no appearance of  sexual abuse. I just can't handle that very well. There was someone who is the model of the woman. The man is an older, divorced, and is very uptight about having sex with anyone around him and experiences a good deal of schadenfreude in a neighborhood that reminds him of his time spent in college. No this is not autobiographical but you do write about what you know, no? I am not much of an artist; visually at all, literary OK, poetry none, and I may get booed but computer architecture and software design can be a little like music, horse riding, painting. Unfortunately you need considerable experience architecture and application in assembly code, some artificial language, creating a language, mucking around the guts of a large corporate IT shop with truly majestic machines in these giants mucking around is more like a ballet.It is a shame really that so much of the art of programming is hidden away. You can  appreciate the gui and the elegance with which  you design systems.It should be like the feel of a car different from your own and with surprising  handling like a good Porsche. Or a bridge of exceptional engineering. In any event I would be interested to see if anyone looks at this.
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I want to buy a picture of a woman fuller figured.

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I was shocked when I looked in the store; there were paintings but with the exception of aesthetically displeasing large women.  I do not want super thin or really fat. A curvy woman, a little  pudginess. Maybe 5'8" or better with a kind of plus sized woman if anyone has such a picture, please contact me. Ir you might do it on commission again please contact me. I am looking for the image of a woman sans pathologies. If you are familiar with the slavs, definitely contact me. oh the women before, during, and after the switch from communism. It was so delightful to see young ladies during communist period, underwear was atrocious. no rebyata takaya krasyvaya and when I went back in '97 there were skinny prostitutes walking along the street. Feh! ok thats all.
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